Friday, March 17, 2006

RECUPERATING. . .

I am often moved by people. Especially those who have humble spirits and consider the feelings of others. Then there are times that I just hide away in my own world not wanting to deal with either because I have encountered one that is spawn of satan himself :). I admit to myself and to others that at those times I can do nothing but hide and recuperate. My feelings become irrational and I wonder how can it be so easy for someone to be so evil. I guess you can say that at my age I am still naive to the world and those who live in it.

While I am hiding away during these last few days, I wonder to myself, what is it that drives people to be so distant, cold, and unfeeling toward another human being? I wonder if it is something that I have said or done to warrent a response so deadly from another? Today I have decided that it is not me. I'm often more times a person that smiles and make the best of the day. I've been told that no one can be that happy LOL LOL. Yes you can! It's not easy, but when you put yourself in prayer each day (before leaving home) God will keep you smiling through the day. He constently reminding you that today is a start of a new day and where you were a year ago, He has brought you to a higher place on this day.

One thing that I have noted about where I work, most people there have been at their jobs so long that it becomes a dead end for them. The joy of being there has become a burden to them and they hate what they were once happy or enthustiastic about doing. They are worn out or should I say burned out and they take their frustrations out on others. They feel that if they are not happy, they do not want anyone else happy at all. I'll just keep them in prayer and hope for a better time for them.

God Bless!

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