As time slowly moves by, I've heard a few things that my husband has said before he left me. I know for a fact that he said them because only he and I shared some of the things that were told to me.
My husband tried to sabotage my name, my reputation, and yes some of my personal belongings as he made his grand exit from Fayetteville.
Lord I thank you that You did not allow these things to happen to me. I thank you for covering me from his vindictiveness. I've come to realize and understand more each day that when we belong to You. . . most often there is no cause for people to hate us and have so much vindictiveness inside of themselves towards your children. They hated Your Son and they will hate Your children too.
Help me to keep my integrity through all of this. Help me to hold my peace and let You fight my battles. What my husband does not understand is that this is a spiritual battle that is going on and he let satan use him.
I don't hate Eddie. I feel very sorry for him and my prayer is that he finds what he is looking for. I pray that happiness will find him because he's not happy.
The only thing that I did was love him. Our fights were about his drug addition and problems related to his addition. If there were any other problems, I was very much not aware of them.
Satan wants me bond to this house and I claim victory through the Precious Blood of the Lamb! What Satan means for bad . . . . You will make it for good Lord. You have never failed me.
Help me to move forward Lord and not backwards. There's nothing there for me, but there's so much to look forward to in the future. In Jesus Mighty Name . . . .
AMEN!
~Veronica~
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