Monday, March 10, 2014

A NEW CHAPTER IN MY LIFE

It's so funny how life changes. On March 25th, 2014. I took my husband to the bus station to visit his brother in MD. He told me he would be back in a week. He never called me. He did not respond to my text or my calls.

There at that minute, I realized that my husband had left me. He left me. He left me. Now I am here lost, looking for guidance from the Lord, broken so much.

How does one leave his wife or husband. The only problems that we had was his addictions that was sinking us.  Now I am here packing up a home on my own, moving, moving, moving! He abandoned me,probably telling lies to his family that it was me. No it wasn't. I feel numb, hurt, and trying to move forward each day. taking one day at a time. I had to give up my dog because I could not take care of him on my own. This is a dog that my husband professed to love.

Only by the Grace of God I will be okay. I climb back better than I was before I met my husband. I'll survive. I will find myself again and be better to myself Than I have ever been. A vow to myself: I will never trust my heart to another man, I will never marry again, I will never be in another relationship. All of this I give to God. He's my anchor, my comforter, my life line to reality. Thank you Lord for moving me forward.

NOW IT'S ALL ABOUT ME. . . .I LOOK OUT FOR ME.....!


 Vee

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