IT KEEPS RAINING . . . .

Every New Year I make a promise to myself. I list the things that I want to do and the things that I want thrown away in my life. Things that are not of God. 

I achieve some, and the years would have it's ups and downs, but it wouldn't be too bad.

I am waiting with patience for this year to pass me by. I've had more downs than I have had ups. More disappointments, hurts, disillusions that I don't want to remember. They haunt me at times. But I thank God for being by my side. He has carried me so many times because the labor of walking through this life has been very hard this year 2014. I've shed more tears this year from deep hurts. And when I think that it's over, the rain begins again.

The new situation is that my doctor suspects that I have cancer. I am starting my batter of test for confirmation. I pray that there is no confirmation when the test are over. When I got the news, the first thing that I thought about was what have I done that was so bad to deserve all of the things that has happened to me since February? Why is the rain nonstop? Situations are building up all around me Lord. Why am I weeping many nights without seeing my joy come in the morning?

But,I still wait patiently on God for all of my deliverance. He hasn't left me. I can still feel him in this never ending storm.

Everyday, I look to those Hills which comes my help. Knowing that my help comes for my God who has made heaven and earth. Lord, I depend on you. I'm getting weary and I need your assistance in my walk. Please pick me up Lord and carry me the rest of the way because I am so tired.

I count my healing done.

I count my finances renewed.

I count my joy rebuild.

and

I give all Glory to you Lord.

In Jesus Name

AMEN!