LORD YOU ARE SO GRACIOUS!
I can listen and watch the video below all night and all day, but today seemed as if the video was new to me. I listened to the song in a different light today; remembering my childhood to the present.
I use to cry when listening to it, but today I was smiling as it played. WoW!
I had a difficult childhood growing up. My parents provided very well for the family, but I was the middle child. I always found myself fighting for recognition, understanding, and acceptance. My parents didn't help the situation any. They favored the oldest which was the only son and the baby which was 2 years younger.
I was a very large child with a lot of conflict within myself. I did not accept myself. The only family that helped me through my crisis was my Aunt; my mother's youngest sister. Thank God for her. We have always shared a wonderful bond.
As I got older, the weight increased and so did my misery. Later in my adulthood, a surgery changed my whole life. I lost a lot of weight, dressed better, and it improved my self-esteem. I lost a lot of my improved self-esteem during the troubles of my marriage and the separation.
Which brings me back to the song "Good-bye Milky Way." In my mind's eye, while listening to the song, I saw myself unpacking an imaginary suitcase. At each step of a certain age, I continued to unpack and the suitcase got lighter and lighter. I could see the bottom being emptied.
I saw myself wearing a white suite that had gotten so big on me. To myself I thought "I just brought the suite and it fitted at the time I bought it."
I felt the vision meant that I am healing. My burdens are getting lighter and I am moving forward with the Lord's Blessings. White signifies purity. Thank You Jesus. The "Milky Way's" center is said to have a black hole. I was waving saying "Good-bye Milky Way". I am leaving the black hole LOL LOL.
God is delivering me and it feels so good:). So very Good. . .
Good-Bye Milky-Way!
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