For the last few weeks, I have spent a lot of time in my bedroom thinking, thinking, and just thinking. I guess that includes wondering about things Lol Lol.
I am amazed at how much time that has past since being here, but I trust in the Lord and realize that He never gave me a time frame on how long. I never asked. I always expect the now.
The Lord clearly states for us to wait on Him. I know that when I wait, I Do Not go through the drama. When I don't wait for God, my life becomes a demolition field of mistakes, regrets, and hurts. I'm too old and too tired to continue down that path.
Although I have gain wisdom through those mistakes, I've realized that the older I get, the harder it is for me to rebound. Lord the rebounds are wearing me out. My tactics are so old.
I realize that everyday is not full of roses, but I want the peace in the valley, the happiness within myself and the love growing endlessly inside and around me.
Father God,
Thank You! Thank You for your Grace and Mercy.
Thank You for your Forgiving heart. Teach me
Lord how to forgive myself. I noted that when I
can not forgive myself, it takes longer for me to
move forward. I allow the enemy to invade my mind and
that is not what You want for me nor I for myself
Protect me Lord from hurt, harm, and danger.
Continue
to surround me with endless love and your presence
continuously. I ask that you remember my sister
Dear Lord. Camp your Angels around her and protect her.
Give her a clear mind Lord and protect her from the wilds of the
enemy.
In Jesus Christ Name
Always giving You the Praise, the Glory, and the
Honor. . . .
Amen!
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