I NEED YOU LORD GOD . . . .

Father God.  .  .

A part of me wanted to write tonight and a very
great part of me did not. We are entering into a new year very soon. Instead of embracing that fact, I found myself having a  set back this afternoon. I don't  want to go through the ups and downs with my emotions in the New Year. It's wearing me down.

I've spent majority of the year 2014 hurting so deep inside, trying to allow you to heal me inside and out, bending to the will of others, and just barely existing from day to day.

I am so faint from the road blocks in my life. How does one get through it?

I am so tired of crying, hurting mentally and physically , depending on others, and being so unhappy.

Every so often a dread comes over me and I shudder from the fear of the unknown. .  .  . depending soaringly on You God. That is all that I can do.

Only you know where my mind travels sometimes. It scares  me so much. You know what I need Lord and I ask that you come speedily. . .I need You . . .

 Amen !