A Small Chat With You! 

I haven't written anything in a while. I stumbled across the blogging page and thought "Maybe I should write a few things tonight." So many things have taken place in my life since I last wrote. February 23rd marked the 3 year anniversary of my Father's death, tomorrow will be my 4 year marriage anniversary, and 3 years at my job. I am a lead teacher in the 4 year old room in a private own daycare. A lot has happened. The most important is that I did not leave my husband. God would not allow it.

I gave God all the reasons that I should leave and he gave me all the reasons why I had to stay.  Oh I could have followed my own lead, but the repercussions of my disobedience would have been more than I could have handled. Am I glad that I stayed? (smile) yes. I say yes because the Lord helped me to grow in being obedient. I learned how to find peace in the Lord in the storms, I learned how to fall completely on God and not friends and family. I learned how to laugh at myself and my troubles and not whimper and drown in sorrow. Yes I still have my crying spells because life can be harsh; especially with the ones who say "I love you." I thank God for helping me to find my peace. It was buried deep inside of me. So deep that without the Lord, I would have never found it. Plus the Lord has a very gentle way of letting you know when a storm is brewing. It is up to us as His children to decide how we are going to react to these storms. The fore-warnings, I thank you Lord for them.  I've done so much damage to myself by not listening to that soft voice of the Lord.

I have not received my grandchild yet. Being patient. My son and daughter-n-law know the Lord and when He says it's time, it will be so. 

Well I am ending this. I'm going to take a bath and chat with my husband before going to sleep. I have a big day at work tomorrow.

God Bless All and Good Night.

Vee