The Day Light Savings Time has my sleep pattern and my daily schedule somewhat unorganized. I have to try and adjust to it, because life does move on without me. I just want to be able to have some semblance of life in what I call a "little madness." I can smell the pollen in the air and my sinuses are starting to take a beating. With very little rain brewing, it will be hard to fight my allergies this year. Although I am complaining, I have to admit that we have had more glorious weather than we actually deserve.
I've been in the worse mood this week. I was trying to figure out why, but it's not hard to do that. It does not take a rocket scientist to know that women my age have hormonal issues (putting it lightly). I've been such a witch to say the least and yesterday my friend said very sweetly. . . "Baby, tell me what's wrong." How does a menopausal woman tell her man what the hell is wrong with her?! I can't explain it and I am sure that there are others in my situation that can't explain it either.
The funny thing is that when your man is in tune with you (in my case my crazy ass) . . . He already knows what's wrong and he will say and do all the right things to make it better. In my mind I was saying work your magic Baby and I can imagine that in his mind he was saying this woman is crazy as hell lol lol. But the most important thing is that I can be myself and don't have to pretend to be what I think he wants me to be. We were the greatest of friends for years and we have both seen the good and bad sides of each other and this "relationship" seems to be working.
The funny thing about it is that I never looked at him to be anything but my friend. We both told each other secrets, scold one another for stuff that was dead wrong, talked to each other about problems in our relationships with our mates, laughed at the craziness in the world, and most of all leaned on each other when times were hard. Not once did we look at each other as anything else but friends. To tell the truth. . . If I had known the brother was that good in the bedroom, I would have jumped on it years ago lol lol. Damn How Could I Have Missed That!!
My Dad is doing so much better. He's resting, and healing nicely. I sure hope to have him home soon with me soon. I'm looking forward to that.
My son shared some great news with me this weekend. He and his friend had been unofficially engaged and now it is official. He has a very beautiful and lovely fiancee'. They work very well together as a couple. They have been together for a long time working their way through school and their jobs. They feel that they are ready to do this thing. They're very responsible people and if they feel that it's time. . . then it's time. Not that it is up to me. . .but I could not have wanted a more beautiful and smart daughter-n-law. She's wonderful!
Love to everyone and God Bless You!
Vee
Vee
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