I've have be doing a lot of thinking, praying, and just staying to myself. I haven't answered calls from my friends or email. All I want to do is just sit and feel the presence of the Lord! I need God to direct me to my next step. Where does he want me to live? Will I have enough money to make sure that where I go is affordable? And last , but not lease. . . .Help me Lord to deal with this fear that seems to swallow me up. I want to Live! I want to travel to different places visiting friends and just be free.
I want to Love again! That includes trusting a good man this time. I don't know if I will ever marry again, but I do want to meet a nice Godly male friend and fall in love again.
I want to laugh again! I miss my crazy , loud, funny laugh that I have. I see it coming and I am welcoming it back into my life.
I'm going to keep saying to myself:
A Psalm of David.
1The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
3He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
4Yea,
though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no
evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
5Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
6Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.
Amen. . .Amen. . . and Amen!
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