WAITING FOR THE CHANGE . . . . .

Only by the Grace of God, I know that my life is getting ready for a change. I was waiting, but it has come to my attention that I should be living inside my blessing, preparing for my new transition, and glowing with the blessing of Gods' favor in my life.

Lord I thank You, I praise You, I glorify You, and I give all praises. 

I do not know how the Lord will bring about what He knows that I need, but it is always amazing to watch how the Lord moves in my behalf. I even enjoy watching how the Lord moves in the behalf of others.

Amazing Grace. . .How sweet thus sound that saved a wretch like me. I once was lost and now I am found, am blind but now I see!

Thank you Lord for the healing within my body, mind, soul, and spirit. It has been a rough year for me. Never understanding what was happening in my life. The only thing that I know for sure was that my circumstances is by Gods' design. It was all spiritual. As He continues to move with in those areas in my life, I find it amazing that only God could bless me in the areas I needed to be blessed in.

At the age of 55, I am realizing that you have to loose to gain. I have lost everything material, all that I thought was dear to me, but most of all .   .  . I lost myself. That is something that normally happens to younger people. I was preparing for my future, but the Lord has made me realize that it is not all about me, I am not in control, and what God chooses for me is far more better than anything that I choose and have chosen in my life.

It may appear that I am rambling tonight, but I can assure you that I am not :). 

Thank You Lord for allowing me to be here another day. I ask that you continue to allow my Guardian Angel to watch over me through the night. . .protecting this household from all hurt and danger. . .in the mighty name of Jesus. . .

Amen. . .

FOR MY LORD AND SAVIOR. . . .

THANK YOU LORD FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME!

 

LIVE. . . .LOVE. . . .LAUGH. . . . .!

We are already in the month of June. Wow! Time is flying and at times I am so unaware of it moving swiftly. 

I've have be doing a lot of thinking, praying, and just staying to myself. I haven't answered calls from my friends or email. All I want to do is just sit and feel the presence of the Lord!  I need God to direct me to my next step. Where does he want me to live?  Will I have enough money to make sure that where I go is affordable? And last , but not lease. . . .Help me Lord to deal with this fear that seems to swallow me up. I want to Live! I want to travel to different places visiting friends and just be free.

I want to Love again! That includes trusting a good man this time. I don't know if I will ever marry again, but I do want to meet a nice Godly male friend and fall in love again. 

I want to laugh again! I miss my crazy , loud, funny laugh that I have. I see it coming and I am welcoming it back into my life. 

I'm going to keep saying to myself:

A Psalm of David.

1The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.

2He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.

3He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

4Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

5Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

6Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.

 Amen. . .Amen. . . and Amen!